Serendipity

Well, the title says it all.

Weng Chung...what are u doing here? You should be studying instead of hanging around in the Web.

GO STUDY NOW !!!
STPM IS LESS THAN 3 months !!!
Why are u so relaxed ???!!
Don't u want that 5As in ur result slip next year ??!

You must wake up from the dream, the dream of procrastination !!
No more fun and games !!!
No internet !!
No tv!!
NOOO fooling around !!!
Why are you not taking STPM seriously !!!
Don't use excuses to bail you out !!
WHY !?!?! why ?!!?

Look at ur SPM results...Only 6As ?!! by right 12As would be in ur finger tip !!!
Do you want that to happen in STPM ?!!?!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
SO start focusing in what is important in ur life now ! STPM !
No second chance !!
5 As !! U can do it !!!

Disclaimer: This is just a rant of frustration. I feel so much better now. 5As 5As 5As 5As 5As

On Friday, which was yesterday I had a really fun time with my classmates.

We played badminto and ping pong in the school hall and guess who's there ? Mr Chin ! Our accounting guru ! Really had fun watching the girls played ping pong with him. Don't be fooled by his looks, he's a professional !

As the taekwando team arranged their soft mats on the school hall floor, we had no choice but to play badminton on it. It's a weird, unsual and 'soft' experience. Haha this was the 1st time I ever played badminton on soft grounds.

And I confessed today as an avid and loyal fan of badminton, I fell in love with ping pong ! It's really different and you must have graceful arms to hit the ball or not it will fly far away. Me and LTS played it as though it was badminton. haha !

After that, we contemplated whether to go McD or KFC. We ended up in A&W . LOL

We chatted about pets we owned last time. Siew Ling's fish had a really weird taste. Her fish eats frogs... and when it's hungry, it will bite fingers ! Last time, the fish ate cockroaches. Really really strange. Then, May Kay told us about her hamster eating their own babies ! Haha disgusting.

Talking about hamsters, I had few last time. At first it was 2 only, then one of them was actually pregnant and gave birth to around 5 babies. Then, the father raped the mother again..LOL and I lost count of how many babies were borned coz the father was really a serial rapist. He even raped his own children and they gave birht to more babies. Hamster is really baby-producing machine.

Few weeks after birth, they were red and small, the size of fingernails. When they had fur, they looked really cute...tumbling here and there while running and playing with other babies. As my cage can't accomodate many, I had no choice but to sell some of the babies away. At one point, there were almost 15 hamsters.

They're also so soft u can feel their bones. Really missed them. Due to my laziness to care, one by one died. What a sad ending =( I'm a bad owner.

Looking forward to Tuesday's badminton and ping pong session .

Not a day goes by without felling so stupid and repent for not taking Form 6 seriously.

Thinking about it just brought regrettable tears to my eyes. I remembered vividly before entering Form 6, I told myself that I have to at least, revision for few hours a day. BUT 3 months before future-deciding STPM, it dawned on me that I am not prepared to face it.

Just merely 3 pathetic months left, what can I change ? what could I do than to weep and utter resentful sentences towards the useless me.

I know I just blew my chance of securing 5As and being happily accepted to the tertiary education of my choice. It's tangible, isn't it ? I just let it slip carelessly in front of me.

We're not talking about PMR or STPM here, where we could bury ourselves with books and voila- straight As.

It's THE STPM we're talking about here. I am amazed how I'd changed compared to me during primary school. Scoring best results and never have to worry about anything. I'm caught in an intangible web of challenges in life. And I did nothing about it.

It's no use to repent now...time to forget about fun and games and start what I've always told myself:to study hard. And all I could do is pray hard and do my best in this coming months. It's going to be a rocky ride, no doubt and in the end, regretting about stuff like this is the least I should worry.

I see the future in me. I do.

Played badminton with classmates today. Had tons of fun. Enough said.

Besides, I had a lot to laugh about. MK's head was like a shuttlecock magnet. The smashes YX hit landed str8 onto her face. My powerful swing also cause the feather to lightly cruise over her cheek. Thank goodness no scar was visible !

Badminton has brought me lots of joys over the past few years. It's healhty and helped me distract the problems in life and deviate my mind into positive thoughts. Not to mention the quality time we spent together as classmates.

A great day.

After revising very hard for Maths, I felt that an A is coming my way. There's no turning back now. This is it !

If I could focus on this 3 months, 5As will be in my hands. I made a decision to come form 6, so I must end it with a proud way. It's now or never !

Waking up to the sound of rain is an euphonious melody, much like a well-synchronized orchestra. It's as if you're persuaded back to sleep.

Feeling restless after sleeping late yesterday night, I stumbled out of bed and dreaded yet another school day.

However, the day started quite lovely with religious talk by a brother. He shared with us a story about a cracked pot. The story told us about a perfect pot and a cracked pot. The cracjed one felt himself being so useless because at the end of the journey, the water inside it is half-emptied.

But the farmer said he grew flowers on the cracked spot and it grows into colourful flowers which would be planted on the garden. The moral of the story is that all of us are special in their own ways. Our cracked side might seem like a disadvantage but if we look at it from another point of view, goodness surely lies in them.